I have to get my son ready for school and some other things so this will have to be quick.

The procedure went well. My uterus is pretty crampy today but I have a decent pain killer that is kicking in as I write this. The Dr. said I probably would have started miscarrying myself that afternoon, as the tissue was clotted and started separating already. I chose a D&C because I once had tissue left behind and it was pretty damn painful. A D&C is easier in some ways.

All in all I think I am ok. 2 nights ago I had a huge hormonal decrease and a big emotional let out. Tons of crying and feeling the pain of all this. Having a big cry when it is tehre and ready feels so healthy to me.

Where I left of my last post warrants a longer explanation, that I will write later, but I am going to end with a quote from an emnail my dear friend Meg's sent me the other day, because it is right on track wwith what I want to write about.........

".........I just read your post and I have to wonder - isn't it possible that your great grand-daughter from your vision is your SON'S grand daughter?? There is no reason why your vision isn't possible - but maybe it will just come from a different source than the one you imagine. I can feel you having a long, fiesty life. Your son will know what it is to love a strong woman and will love a strong woman in return........"